Everywhere. Emotionally, mentally and physically. I am so sorry that I have not kept up with my blogging lately. So many things have come up in my life that were very much unexpected. One of them being.. heartache.
I celebrated my birthday in January with two of my close friends. One of those friends took me out on one of the best and most fun nights I have had in a long while. Birthday was filled with dinner, laughter, good company and much more. However, that weekend was honestly one of the most unforseen events. One of the other friends and I had a huge falling out that I ended up stepping back and taking a stand. I could not believe that actions that tookplace that weekend. That I actually had enough. That lead to the end of a 9 year friendship. It breaks my heart and I am dealing with it every day. But at the end of the day, I realized that this person was not the friend I remember anymore. She went to the worst and I know the issues she is dealing with have nothing to do with me. However, when its placed on me and pointed towards me being at fault. Thats where it changed. I am firm believer that everyone has issues, but its how we handle them is what matters. Taking responsibilty for your actions is a huge thing with me. I feel that its best that I stepback and prayed that my friend would find herself, resolve those issues and be happy. It was one of the hardest things, I have dealt with.But I know in my heart it was for the best. So,if you would I know some may not believe in prayer, who read this blog, but do me a favor and keep my friend in your thoughts and prayers.
If you made it to the end of this blog entry, bless you! ha-ha and Thanks :)
I just needed to vent and let you, my blog friends know where I have been.