So, where have I been you ask?


Everywhere. Emotionally, mentally and physically. I am so sorry that I have not kept up with my blogging lately. So many things have come up in my life that were very much unexpected. One of them being.. heartache.




I celebrated my birthday in January with two of my close friends. One of those friends took me out on one of the best and most fun nights I have had in a long while. Birthday was filled with dinner, laughter, good company and much more. However, that weekend was honestly one of the most unforseen events. One of the other friends and I had a huge falling out that I ended up stepping back and taking a stand. I could not believe that actions that tookplace that weekend. That I actually had enough. That lead to the end of a 9 year friendship. It breaks my heart and I am dealing with it every day. But at the end of the day, I realized that this person was not the friend I remember anymore. She went to the worst and I know the issues she is dealing with have nothing to do with me. However, when its placed on me and pointed towards me being at fault. Thats where it changed. I am firm believer that everyone has issues, but its how we handle them is what matters. Taking responsibilty for your actions is a huge thing with me. I feel that its best that I stepback and prayed that my friend would find herself, resolve those issues and be happy. It was one of the hardest things, I have dealt with.But I know in my heart it was for the best. So,if you would I know some may not believe in prayer, who read this blog, but do me a favor and keep my friend in your thoughts and prayers.



If you made it to the end of this blog entry, bless you! ha-ha and Thanks :)



I just needed to vent and let you, my blog friends know where I have been.



Much Love,

Silvia

6 comments:

Jill said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog. Love your blog. It's so great that you're sponsoring a child in Brazil. I think it's the most rewarding thing we can do with our money. I'm sorry about your friendship break-up. When a friendship ends it's just as hard as a boyfriend break-up. Hang in there.

I'maNolaGirl said...

I was so sad to read this post. Losing a friend is heartbreaking. I no longer speak to one of my bridesmaids and every time we watch our wedding video my heart hurts.

I do honestly believe that people are brought into our lives for a reason. They may not always remain in our lives, and the ending to that friendship may be painful, but try to look back on the good times you've shared and know that they wouldn't have been as good without that friend. I hope things are looking up this week and can't wait to see what your next post brings!

amy (metz) walker said...

I'm really sorry you've experienced that...I have myself and sometimes its just best to end friendships that are more unhealthy than healthy. That said, if the two of you can reconcile at some point...be open to it! I hope you two can find restoration!

Angel said...

*hugs* chica!

Silvia said...

Thank you ladies.. means the world to me to have blog friends like you. Great support and love! :)

Allison said...

I have been in you shoes before so I know the feeling. All you can do is hope and pray that she figures out what she needs to do. Your heart hurts, but you are doing the right thing.

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